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1) Full name?
Alexandra Jessie Wilson
2) Male/Female?
Female
3) Were you named after anyone?
My great grandmother Jessie Alexandra Bell
4) Does your name mean anything?
Alexandra: Protector of Men (shield maiden) Wilson: From Wilhelm - Warrior
5) Nickname(s)?
Wifey, Alexx, Neku
6) What do you think you look like?
Solemn or bitchy -- in general, I am neither.
7) Date of birth?
June 28th, 1992
8) Place of birth and current location?
Both are the same: Woodstock, New Brunswick
9) Nationality?
English-Canadian; 3rd and 4th generation English/Scottish, 5th and 8th Generation Irish (Irish surname), 11th Generation Latvian (Ablat; of Latvia) --- Unfortunatly for me, I'm as "white" as they come. I wish I had some other races in me. : (
10) Astrology sign?
Cancer
11)Chinese astrology sign?
Monkey
12) Religion?
Christian - Baptist
13) What's your favorite smell?
Pumpkin Pie (which I hate), true caramel, Cappuccino (which I hate)
14) Political Position?
Liberal
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milk
16) Hair + eye color?
Hair: Auburn-brown
Eyes: Debateable; Driver's license says green (yellow in light).
17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Miley Cyrus -- it's sad because I sometimes see it. (FUCK, I HATE HER)
18) What do you look like?
Average, slightly fuzzy hair (thanks great grandma), surprisingly beautiful eyes (I don't see it), scars on arms due to celiac.
19) Any unusual talents?
Apparently I do great accents. And I'm "extremely awesome at drawing (wtf, no I'm not)."
20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty; somethings I HAVE to do with my left for some reason.
21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Straight, although I do get "lesbian" from some people because I dress a bit like a boy sometimes.
22) What do you do for a living?
I bum a place to live off of my parents; I work at WalMart.
23) What do you do for fun?
Listen to music, read, draw, MMORPGs... things I can do on my own.
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
Acrylic paint, though I'm not very good, and Photoshop.
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Charcol
26) Have you met your grandparents?
I hope so, they helped raise me.
27)Girlfriend?
... uhhhhh, no. I like guys; I DON'T need one of those.
28) Crush?
Yeah, but I'd never date him. He's just cute.
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
Leonardo DiCaprio at a younger age. I would tap that.
30) Current worries?
"How the hell am I going to afford university if my mother can't help and my father - won't?
31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
Stephanie F.A. <--- fucking love that girl. So much fun!
Youn K.L. <--- Best penpal EVER <3
32) Favorite place to be?
Alone in my favorite chair, in the dark, looking outside after the lightening cuts the power.
33) Least favorite place to be?
In a crowded and small place where its loud and hot.
34) Do you burn or tan?
I THINK I tan. I don't spend much time outside because I'm deathly afraid of all bugs.
35) Ever break a bone?
No, but I've done something worse. Dislocated my knee and ripped the tendons all to hell AND cracked the bone.
36) What is your favorite cereal?
CAPTAIN CRUNCH; does that have wheat in it? If so, I don't eat cereal.
37) Person you cry with?
I cry with no one. Very few people I will let see me cry. If they don't share things to me, I generally don't feel comfortable crying in front of them. My Wifey is the only one outside my family who I will let see me cry.
38) What the hell's this?
This is a quiz, RLY.
40) Any pets?
Yes, a cat named Maebee B.
41) Any illnesses?
I have celiacs disease (cannot eat wheat/rye/barley -- not an allergy) and a skin condition on my arms that comes with it.
42) A pager?
No
43) A personal phone line?
No
44) A cell phone?
Yes; I rarely use it.
45) A visible birthmark?
No.
46) A pool or hot tub?
My sister has a pool that's about 2' deep?
47) A car?
Toyota T100, 1990 (gold) -- yes, it IS a piece of shit. But is was a FREE piece of shit.
48) Personality?
I dunno, I'm told I'm kinda dorky with all my nerdy obsessions like Star Trek (lmfao <3) and that I'm really easy to talk to. I stand up for people hardcore and have an easy time speaking my mind.
49) Driving?
Yep! Over a year!
50) Your clothing style?
I'm trying to buy new clothes (with my own money. I hate it when money is spent on me) myself, it's very expensive for me alone, but: Cargo pants, and expensive jeans (so much for spending money; they're AWESOME quality though. Never ripped a pair yet) with either black graphic t-shirts or tone-colored formfitting, unbranded T-shirts and beader-tanks. Always with a watch, some type of bracelet and chunky chain necklace.
51) Room?
25ftX15ft; casual with horses and anime -- hasn't been updated since the 8th grade. Very clean, however desk and dresser are organized chaos.
52) What's missing?
More closet space; my closet is not storage, thanks.
53) School?
Woodstock High School -- 800 students (gr.9-12)
54) Bed?
Double with a feather bed (mattress cover of mass amounts of feathers) with sheets, knit blanket, and duvet (one king-size pillow and one queen)
55) Relationship with your parent(s).
Mom; although she calls me a bitch all the time, it's pretty decent considering.
Dad; ... fuck the bastard who screwed me over for university and pays no attention to me unless people are watching.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes, it happened to my great-grandmother and when he died when she was 43, she never looked to remarry and cried for him every night until she died at the age of 83. I believe that it's rare in today's world.
58) Consider yourself a good listener?
Yes; I'm told I'm easy to talk to and give comforting... advise, for lack of a better word.
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I wish for a career that might help me make the world a little brighter.
60) Get along with your parents?
Half and half.
61) Save your e-mail conversations?
Uh, no.
62) Pray?
Yes, but not as much as I should.
63) Believe in reincarnation?
I believe that the Creator of existance can do a great many things and we should consider all possibilities.
64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
YES! Sometimes 3 times a day, I HATE having bad breath!
65) Like to talk on the phone?
Yeah, sometimes -- only with friends, if they're not being annoying.
66) Like to eat?
LOVE to eat. I live to eat.
67) Like to exercise?
... what's that? I'm my perfect weight, I don't need it to look good, so why bother? I can do other things to feel good.
68) Like to watch sports?
Ohmigosh, horse racing and dressage <3
69) Sing in the car?
Only if no one's looking <--- that's a secret, BTW.
70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
I have nothing identical, but I've always had dreams of being left -- they're more like nightmares.
71) Dream in color?
Yeah
72) Do you have nightmares?
Rarely, but I used to all the time when I was little.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
No.
74) What's right next to you?
Couch, 2 flash-drives, a deflated pool and a table.
75) What's on your favorite mug?
I don't use mugs: My fav cups have Frodo, Puss in Boots and "new" Spock and Kirk.
76) What's on your mouse pad?
I don't have one.
77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
Watermelon or strawberry kiwi Hubba-Bubba (the taste could last longer though)
78) Your brand of deodorant?
Secret antiperspirant/deodorant gel in various scents except vinilla.
79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Somewhere in traditional Japan or old Europe.
80) Your dream husband/wife?
Someone with the same interests, can put up with me, someone who will support me, a Beta-Male (not macho), handsome in his own way, not over weight (I fight obesity DISGUSTING), likes to BBQ, fish, go boating, can handle be complaining and is shy.
81) What's hiding in your closet?
Old art portfolios from grade 5, slippers, forgotten clothing
82) Under your bed?
Boxes from models, a bank debit statement (don't tell my mom, PLEASE)
83) The names of one or two of your closest/best friends?
Andra and Kameran
84) Your bed time of the day?
Usually around 11pm.
85) Your worst fear(s)
Dieing/Losing my grandparents/losing my home
86) What's the weather like?
Gorgeous: Rainy with no sun (I love "crappy" weather).
87) Your favorite time of year?
May; Cool, yet warm and few bugs
July; Vicious thunderstorms
88) Your favorite holiday?
Haloween, does that count? My dad always seems to ruin Christmas.
89) A material weakness?
Final Fantasy VII/VIII/XIII related merchandise, manga and copic markers
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
Gluten-free anything.
92) The hardest thing about growing up?
My father always drank and partied to much and never showed my mom any affection (I've only seen them kiss once; never hug). I don't know how a married couple is supposed to act.
93) A pet peeve?
Poor grammar, morons
94) Your scariest moment?
My horse got spooked in a muddy field and started running everywhere -- I wasn't sure, because of the mud, if she was going to fall on me or not.
95) Your attitude about love?
I believe it's fading in this world. People are all about luv.
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of somebody you liked?
... uhhhhh... when I was in grade 2 I asked to kiss a boy I liked. That was it -- ever.
97) The worst feeling in the world?
That we're all dieing one second at a time.
98) The best feeling in the world?
Peace and serenity when being alone by choice in an environment of my choosing.
99) Who sent this to you?
I stealed it.
100) 5 people you tag and why?
Whoever sees this.
1) Full name?
Alexandra Jessie Wilson
2) Male/Female?
Female
3) Were you named after anyone?
My great grandmother Jessie Alexandra Bell
4) Does your name mean anything?
Alexandra: Protector of Men (shield maiden) Wilson: From Wilhelm - Warrior
5) Nickname(s)?
Wifey, Alexx, Neku
6) What do you think you look like?
Solemn or bitchy -- in general, I am neither.
7) Date of birth?
June 28th, 1992
8) Place of birth and current location?
Both are the same: Woodstock, New Brunswick
9) Nationality?
English-Canadian; 3rd and 4th generation English/Scottish, 5th and 8th Generation Irish (Irish surname), 11th Generation Latvian (Ablat; of Latvia) --- Unfortunatly for me, I'm as "white" as they come. I wish I had some other races in me. : (
10) Astrology sign?
Cancer
11)Chinese astrology sign?
Monkey
12) Religion?
Christian - Baptist
13) What's your favorite smell?
Pumpkin Pie (which I hate), true caramel, Cappuccino (which I hate)
14) Political Position?
Liberal
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milk
16) Hair + eye color?
Hair: Auburn-brown
Eyes: Debateable; Driver's license says green (yellow in light).
17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Miley Cyrus -- it's sad because I sometimes see it. (FUCK, I HATE HER)
18) What do you look like?
Average, slightly fuzzy hair (thanks great grandma), surprisingly beautiful eyes (I don't see it), scars on arms due to celiac.
19) Any unusual talents?
Apparently I do great accents. And I'm "extremely awesome at drawing (wtf, no I'm not)."
20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty; somethings I HAVE to do with my left for some reason.
21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Straight, although I do get "lesbian" from some people because I dress a bit like a boy sometimes.
22) What do you do for a living?
I bum a place to live off of my parents; I work at WalMart.
23) What do you do for fun?
Listen to music, read, draw, MMORPGs... things I can do on my own.
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
Acrylic paint, though I'm not very good, and Photoshop.
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Charcol
26) Have you met your grandparents?
I hope so, they helped raise me.
27)Girlfriend?
... uhhhhh, no. I like guys; I DON'T need one of those.
28) Crush?
Yeah, but I'd never date him. He's just cute.
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
Leonardo DiCaprio at a younger age. I would tap that.
30) Current worries?
"How the hell am I going to afford university if my mother can't help and my father - won't?
31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
Stephanie F.A. <--- fucking love that girl. So much fun!
Youn K.L. <--- Best penpal EVER <3
32) Favorite place to be?
Alone in my favorite chair, in the dark, looking outside after the lightening cuts the power.
33) Least favorite place to be?
In a crowded and small place where its loud and hot.
34) Do you burn or tan?
I THINK I tan. I don't spend much time outside because I'm deathly afraid of all bugs.
35) Ever break a bone?
No, but I've done something worse. Dislocated my knee and ripped the tendons all to hell AND cracked the bone.
36) What is your favorite cereal?
CAPTAIN CRUNCH; does that have wheat in it? If so, I don't eat cereal.
37) Person you cry with?
I cry with no one. Very few people I will let see me cry. If they don't share things to me, I generally don't feel comfortable crying in front of them. My Wifey is the only one outside my family who I will let see me cry.
38) What the hell's this?
This is a quiz, RLY.
40) Any pets?
Yes, a cat named Maebee B.
41) Any illnesses?
I have celiacs disease (cannot eat wheat/rye/barley -- not an allergy) and a skin condition on my arms that comes with it.
42) A pager?
No
43) A personal phone line?
No
44) A cell phone?
Yes; I rarely use it.
45) A visible birthmark?
No.
46) A pool or hot tub?
My sister has a pool that's about 2' deep?
47) A car?
Toyota T100, 1990 (gold) -- yes, it IS a piece of shit. But is was a FREE piece of shit.
48) Personality?
I dunno, I'm told I'm kinda dorky with all my nerdy obsessions like Star Trek (lmfao <3) and that I'm really easy to talk to. I stand up for people hardcore and have an easy time speaking my mind.
49) Driving?
Yep! Over a year!
50) Your clothing style?
I'm trying to buy new clothes (with my own money. I hate it when money is spent on me) myself, it's very expensive for me alone, but: Cargo pants, and expensive jeans (so much for spending money; they're AWESOME quality though. Never ripped a pair yet) with either black graphic t-shirts or tone-colored formfitting, unbranded T-shirts and beader-tanks. Always with a watch, some type of bracelet and chunky chain necklace.
51) Room?
25ftX15ft; casual with horses and anime -- hasn't been updated since the 8th grade. Very clean, however desk and dresser are organized chaos.
52) What's missing?
More closet space; my closet is not storage, thanks.
53) School?
Woodstock High School -- 800 students (gr.9-12)
54) Bed?
Double with a feather bed (mattress cover of mass amounts of feathers) with sheets, knit blanket, and duvet (one king-size pillow and one queen)
55) Relationship with your parent(s).
Mom; although she calls me a bitch all the time, it's pretty decent considering.
Dad; ... fuck the bastard who screwed me over for university and pays no attention to me unless people are watching.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes, it happened to my great-grandmother and when he died when she was 43, she never looked to remarry and cried for him every night until she died at the age of 83. I believe that it's rare in today's world.
58) Consider yourself a good listener?
Yes; I'm told I'm easy to talk to and give comforting... advise, for lack of a better word.
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I wish for a career that might help me make the world a little brighter.
60) Get along with your parents?
Half and half.
61) Save your e-mail conversations?
Uh, no.
62) Pray?
Yes, but not as much as I should.
63) Believe in reincarnation?
I believe that the Creator of existance can do a great many things and we should consider all possibilities.
64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
YES! Sometimes 3 times a day, I HATE having bad breath!
65) Like to talk on the phone?
Yeah, sometimes -- only with friends, if they're not being annoying.
66) Like to eat?
LOVE to eat. I live to eat.
67) Like to exercise?
... what's that? I'm my perfect weight, I don't need it to look good, so why bother? I can do other things to feel good.
68) Like to watch sports?
Ohmigosh, horse racing and dressage <3
69) Sing in the car?
Only if no one's looking <--- that's a secret, BTW.
70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
I have nothing identical, but I've always had dreams of being left -- they're more like nightmares.
71) Dream in color?
Yeah
72) Do you have nightmares?
Rarely, but I used to all the time when I was little.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
No.
74) What's right next to you?
Couch, 2 flash-drives, a deflated pool and a table.
75) What's on your favorite mug?
I don't use mugs: My fav cups have Frodo, Puss in Boots and "new" Spock and Kirk.
76) What's on your mouse pad?
I don't have one.
77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
Watermelon or strawberry kiwi Hubba-Bubba (the taste could last longer though)
78) Your brand of deodorant?
Secret antiperspirant/deodorant gel in various scents except vinilla.
79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Somewhere in traditional Japan or old Europe.
80) Your dream husband/wife?
Someone with the same interests, can put up with me, someone who will support me, a Beta-Male (not macho), handsome in his own way, not over weight (I fight obesity DISGUSTING), likes to BBQ, fish, go boating, can handle be complaining and is shy.
81) What's hiding in your closet?
Old art portfolios from grade 5, slippers, forgotten clothing
82) Under your bed?
Boxes from models, a bank debit statement (don't tell my mom, PLEASE)
83) The names of one or two of your closest/best friends?
Andra and Kameran
84) Your bed time of the day?
Usually around 11pm.
85) Your worst fear(s)
Dieing/Losing my grandparents/losing my home
86) What's the weather like?
Gorgeous: Rainy with no sun (I love "crappy" weather).
87) Your favorite time of year?
May; Cool, yet warm and few bugs
July; Vicious thunderstorms
88) Your favorite holiday?
Haloween, does that count? My dad always seems to ruin Christmas.
89) A material weakness?
Final Fantasy VII/VIII/XIII related merchandise, manga and copic markers
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
Gluten-free anything.
92) The hardest thing about growing up?
My father always drank and partied to much and never showed my mom any affection (I've only seen them kiss once; never hug). I don't know how a married couple is supposed to act.
93) A pet peeve?
Poor grammar, morons
94) Your scariest moment?
My horse got spooked in a muddy field and started running everywhere -- I wasn't sure, because of the mud, if she was going to fall on me or not.
95) Your attitude about love?
I believe it's fading in this world. People are all about luv.
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of somebody you liked?
... uhhhhh... when I was in grade 2 I asked to kiss a boy I liked. That was it -- ever.
97) The worst feeling in the world?
That we're all dieing one second at a time.
98) The best feeling in the world?
Peace and serenity when being alone by choice in an environment of my choosing.
99) Who sent this to you?
I stealed it.
100) 5 people you tag and why?
Whoever sees this.
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MOVED
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Yeah, actually going to go through with it this time.
If you've faved any images (or commented ^__^
if you want to comment again or fav the image, you can find me at because MaliceOfWonderland was a STUPID name. I'm not some emo shit. XD
If will take me a while to get everything where it needs to be.
I'm moving deviantions slowly. They will appear on both accounts. I can't steal from myself, so please don't report me for moving items!
- Syn
If you've faved any images (or commented ^__^
if you want to comment again or fav the image, you can find me at because MaliceOfWonderland was a STUPID name. I'm not some emo shit. XDIf will take me a while to get everything where it needs to be.
I'm moving deviantions slowly. They will appear on both accounts. I can't steal from myself, so please don't report me for moving items!
- Syn
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HIATUS
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I'm feeling depressed about my art lately, so I doubt I'll draw anything for a while.
*sigh* I'm just no where NEAR where I should be by age 18 (almost 18). Sure, I admit I have - some - talent, but it's nothing to get excited over... So I guess I'll take a hiatus and, well, try to get my confidence back up again.
And yes, I DO get yelled at by "Wifey" (I'm not lesbian or married) about how I'm to hard on myself. Sometimes I just wish I could be exceptionally good at something besides just being slightly above average.
There's another reason for my hiatus: Exams. I have but one exam, 4 essays and 2 sideshow presentations. One essay draft is due Wednesday (1k words); small, but I also have have 2 projects due the 4th, 1 the 10th and the last the 11. Monday is my Canadian History exam and then I sleep.
I will be drawing one thing of gift art and mailing it to the artist that it's for. I hope he likes it.
- Syn
*goes to bed*
*sigh* I'm just no where NEAR where I should be by age 18 (almost 18). Sure, I admit I have - some - talent, but it's nothing to get excited over... So I guess I'll take a hiatus and, well, try to get my confidence back up again.
And yes, I DO get yelled at by "Wifey" (I'm not lesbian or married) about how I'm to hard on myself. Sometimes I just wish I could be exceptionally good at something besides just being slightly above average.
There's another reason for my hiatus: Exams. I have but one exam, 4 essays and 2 sideshow presentations. One essay draft is due Wednesday (1k words); small, but I also have have 2 projects due the 4th, 1 the 10th and the last the 11. Monday is my Canadian History exam and then I sleep.
I will be drawing one thing of gift art and mailing it to the artist that it's for. I hope he likes it.
- Syn
*goes to bed*
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